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23 February after you ...........................................................................................
After you...
I felt the pain of losing my pride And I walked away from the tears that you cried But now I realize... No sun ever shines through the shadows of dawn I wish I could dream but the nightmare goes on I miss you day and night I felt it coming,,I started running
But love was there behind me,,after you [Chorus:]
Nothing is real, nothing is sure,nothing is forever after you.. Nothing goes on, everything's wrong, nothing makes it better after you... All that i gained you've taken away
ANDI ain't gonna beg cause there's nothing to say Just emptiness inside... You opened the door to heaven for me Now I''m outside and you've taken the key And every dream i had has died I saw it coming ,,I started running
But everything reminds me,,after you [Chorus]
After all the times I've tried
Nothing keeps me satisfied After all the nights i prayed Oh you seem so far away... After you there's nothing left... nothing left there's nothing left After you babe... [Chorus]
05 January 我妈说我从小买包子上车排队各种往后挤。。。就是说其实到现在我还是老样子,我这种人站到了舞台上,应该是对我性格缺憾的一种训练。。。恩,至少我在舞台的时候再也不会不好意思表现什么了。。。。回想一下当年无比长的学生生涯里,我基本就是一LOSER,,各个方面啊,~~~人年龄增长了学会了独自面对各种各种各种无比霉的困难,不过虽然改进很多,我的“LOSER”STYLE还是不会改变,,,在我自己的小空间里要求决不能失败,出了这个空间我就变成饼了。。。比如害怕我没有准备好或者预想到的改变,所以我很累,每天不停的想;比如我想跟一个说话,这个人不是很熟也不是很不熟,但是心里会觉得说太多很让人讨厌,于是我就不说,甚至可能走开离的远远的,所以朋友不多,每天除了跟家人就自己呆着自己出去逛;比如别人做了让我很生气的事,我从来没当面发过脾气,自己憋在心里想啊想到不生气了原谅了为止,这事就跟个P似的过去了。。。。。。等等等等我想不起来了,好多事我都很迟钝,,,,,,我怎么这样呢。。。我干什么都是迟钝的,吃饭慢睡觉长化妆慢想事情慢上厕所慢背歌词也慢经常迟到。。。。哎呀基本没有不慢的。。。人多我会烦,需要自己的空间,恩我确实需要自己的空间,,。有多少事情烂在肚子里烂在肚子里然后使劲的用力的忘掉啊。。。。希望自己变的更坚强更乐观~~~~困了睡了~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~跟自己说晚安*-* 17 December 快圣诞了..:"心里挤了很多东西但是一个字也说不出来,,
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