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19 March

23岁的开始

在厦门,完全变了,什么都变了,这个空间已经和我的感觉脱节了...说不出来,/等心情合适再回来吧.BYE~
23 February

after you

 ........................................................................................... Beverley Knight - After You
 
After you...
I felt the pain of losing my pride
And I walked away from the tears that you cried
But now I realize...
No sun ever shines through the shadows of dawn
I wish I could dream but the nightmare goes on
I miss you day and night
I felt it coming,,I started running
But love was there behind me,,after you
[Chorus:]
Nothing is real, nothing is sure,nothing is forever   after you..
Nothing goes on, everything's wrong, nothing makes it better  after you...
All that i gained you've taken away
ANDI ain't gonna beg cause there's nothing to say
Just emptiness inside...
You opened the door to heaven for me
Now I''m outside and you've taken the key
And every dream i had has died
I saw it coming ,,I started running
But everything reminds me,,after you
[Chorus]
After all the times I've tried
Nothing keeps me satisfied
After all the nights i prayed
Oh you seem so far away...
After you there's nothing left... nothing left there's nothing left
After you babe...
[Chorus]  
                                                   
05 January

我妈说我从小买包子上车排队各种往后挤。。。

就是说其实到现在我还是老样子,我这种人站到了舞台上,应该是对我性格缺憾的一种训练。。。恩,至少我在舞台的时候再也不会不好意思表现什么了。。。。回想一下当年无比长的学生生涯里,我基本就是一LOSER,,各个方面啊,~~~人年龄增长了学会了独自面对各种各种各种无比霉的困难,不过虽然改进很多,我的“LOSER”STYLE还是不会改变,,,在我自己的小空间里要求决不能失败,出了这个空间我就变成饼了。。。比如害怕我没有准备好或者预想到的改变,所以我很累,每天不停的想;比如我想跟一个说话,这个人不是很熟也不是很不熟,但是心里会觉得说太多很让人讨厌,于是我就不说,甚至可能走开离的远远的,所以朋友不多,每天除了跟家人就自己呆着自己出去逛;比如别人做了让我很生气的事,我从来没当面发过脾气,自己憋在心里想啊想到不生气了原谅了为止,这事就跟个P似的过去了。。。。。。等等等等我想不起来了,好多事我都很迟钝,,,,,,我怎么这样呢。。。我干什么都是迟钝的,吃饭慢睡觉长化妆慢想事情慢上厕所慢背歌词也慢经常迟到。。。。哎呀基本没有不慢的。。。人多我会烦,需要自己的空间,恩我确实需要自己的空间,,。有多少事情烂在肚子里烂在肚子里然后使劲的用力的忘掉啊。。。。希望自己变的更坚强更乐观~~~~困了睡了~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~跟自己说晚安*-*
17 December

快圣诞了..

:"心里挤了很多东西但是一个字也说不出来,,唯一清楚的感觉是最近特别想吃爸爸包的牛肉白菜陷的水饺,想的睡不着觉啊~~~~啊啊我最近总失眠呢...应该不会是因为饺子吧....什么什么...南方跟北方真的很不一样,,,神神秘秘的呢不能一下弄明白,,本来打算去北京的好象最初是,,过一下天天PARTY的生活.我是这么打算的来得吧,,实施起来全都变了,,变成现在这样子,闷在家里,天好冷,或者有时一个人出去溜达,,,我这种白痴真的有点想家了,啊啊我每天都在想些什么我自己都搞不明白,,觉得自己一点也不COOL了,,,躲躲藏藏的...什么什么的...到底是为什么呢........想念每天在阳光充足的海边躺着的生活,可以把什么都忘了,什么也不用想,没有为什么..............我怎么就来到这里了,,谈不上快乐却又不想离开了..好奇怪啊......."""许个愿望吧,,,我想过一个彻底快乐的圣诞节..估计实现不了了..其实挺满意自己拥有的一切,我知道珍惜,但是就是到了这个地方觉得找不到北了..!@#$#@$%^%^&$#@,,,北在哪!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
04 December

花掉花掉...

YAMAHA DD-65,还有 SHURE PG58,
 
 
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